i love you

You're far away, very far. It's hard to deal with. Not being able to see you face to face. Not being able to touch you, to hold you. Not being able to sit and just watch you. Observe your little quirks and behaviors that i've grown to know so well. I won't be able to sit alone with you, and share my feelings and express myself to you. To hear your thoughts, opinions, and ideas. I won't be able to experience this things for a long time, and I know it will be hard. But I also know how much I care about you. I know this because you are in my every thought as I stumble through my day. Before I go to bed, when I wake up, and especially when I dream. I know that although we're so far apart, one day I will see your face again. One day I will be with you again. I think about it every day. I play it over and over in my head, different scenarios of you returning. What emotions I will feel, even how you will feel in my arms. I love you so much. I think I loved you from the very beginning when we first met, it just took me a while to fully understand my feelings and discover them. I'm in love with you, and i'm not scared of the future, because I can feel how strong it is.